I came back to where I belong today, only to find out that the 2nd brother had given my mom some pocket money. Well, he's currently undergoing nursing at a government school, which in turn receives a monthly allowance plus other kinds of benefits. That's why he can afford to spare some dollars for my mom AND MY THIRD BROTHER TOO.

It's really nice to see him being the good and filial son. But, as I am the eldest in the family, I'm expected to do the same, if not better. That adds some stress in terms of finance and social status.

I start to doubt whether I can live up to their expectations. Hell, securing a place for internship is already very hard for me, and with a fluctuating bank account, it's not helping very much.

Also, one of my uncles start to notice my change in behaviour, i.e staying out late. Well, sometimes it's really unavoidable in a poor student's life, and I do understand that he loves me very much, causing worries. But add it to my increasingly flamboyant gay behaviour, I'm starting to drift towards the area called "the black sheep of the extended family".

I think I'll be the next hot topic before God knows when.

Pray that God can give me strength to overcome this and to help me to find a place for internship! Namo amitabha guan shi yin pu sa.

This little pinkie went to the market.

This little pinkie went home.

These two little bad ass pinkies fucked me till I see heaven the above.

Nope, it's not an orgy. It's a technique called fingering, where you use fingers to stimulate the G-spot of the asshole or the abalone. It can be part of foreplay or a substitute for fucks (if there's some problem with the partner or no dildo is available), but you need to practice and practice makes perfect.

Google it for more info.

I had been doing so since 2 years ago and I need no man to help me see the heaven and stars. I love my pinkies. With a little lube of course.

Self love is wonderful! :)))

P/S: Do you still want to shake my hand? LOL

Guess who I saw at school today?

None other than the famous and handsome newscaster, Owen Yap.


To know more, he has a mobile blog. Click here for more swooning. :)